domingo, 22 de julho de 2012

Uma nota sobre a vida

Olá ar, fogo, água e terra... começo esse post com esses elementos porque tenho motivos para acreditar que são as únicas coisas que valem a pena no mundo. Esse fim de semana tive um certo desprazer em reler alguns posts antigos aqui do blog e reavaliar tudo que estou vivendo ate agora. Bom, o obvio é que viver faz cada vez menos sentido com o passar do tempo... eu vejo um eu antigo que era mais empolgado e critico do que o de hoje... e vejo nele um sonhador que descobriu que a vida não permite certos idiotas sonhando com futuros bons. Hoje sou uma pessoa problemática, neurótica, amargurada cada vez mais com tudo e com todos. Já não acredito mais em amor saudável, não acredito mais em sinceridade, não acredito mais em verdades, dignidade, moralidade ou ética. Não acredito mais em ordem, tao pouco em progresso... no que acredito? Na destruição e na mediocridade. Os poucos momentos bons e mágicos da minha vida servem apenas para me lembrar que mesmo aquilo é falso, parte de um processo falho do cérebro que interpreta estímulos primitivos e vazios como algo maravilhoso só para te levar a comportamentos instintivos. Enfim, vou deixar para completar minha nota depois pois agora meu estomago já esta revirado. Boa noite e boa sorte.

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